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Friday, August 29, 2008, 5:34 AM
XIPA is a clique dhat is formed by four FANTASTIC girls ...we bonded tgt since 180207 we shared mani times tgt matter sweet nor sour .... be it me or uu ; i reali treasure de times we had tgt times passed , we gradually drifted further && further away ... till t a extent where even i didn't noe i was losing you perhaps uu was hurt by my comments t uu bud uu didn't show ; afraid it will upset my feelings i understand tis kind of feelings ... hurt yet unable t voice it out t a truthful pal i dun deny dat we or me r neglecting uu & yet we didn't bother ... its our fault ; when you r down ; uu dun show so we dunnoe thus resulting in such state so uu turned t sherylyn ; a fren uu tink can trust uu tell her everything ; everything dat concerns uu be it trival or important cus deep down in uu ; uu believe dat she is always tere 4 uu uu choose nt t tell us ; we dun blame uu everyone has its own secret we can see ; from some small actions lyk uu suddenly crying fer nth till dan we realise uu're hurt dan we showed wad frens r fer ; by asking uu uu didn't tell us ; saying is nth nt wantin t tell us believeing dat if told wad can we do ... so uu choose t keep it all t yrself && perhaps shared wif sherylyn ... i dun blame you bud sometimes when uu needed a fren uu said dat xipa is nt tere ; uu nv tell us anything nt wanting t tell us anything god noe[s] uu needed us YES ; frens shld care fer one another & be tere when uu r down bud uu're simply keeping everything t yrself nt wantin t show a single trace of anything uu r keeping hw would I ; Xinyi ; Ivy noe[s] ? i noe we shld use our 'fren sense' t sense it bud uu're jus keeping sosososo deep into yr heart ... even us cant see it though hurt ; uu act as though uu're perfectly fine goin t sch ; eatin at de canteen ; studying we cant see wif our eyes ... dat actually deepdeepdeep down in yr heart uu're bleeding ... i noe uu dun lyk ppl suan-ing uu bud uu shld say it out so dat we , XIPA or others can noe or even we helping uu t stop others form suan-ing uu i noe uu're damn dulan wif wad i said && de fact dat uu had tolerated it fer veryvery long till a extent when uu can't take it & choose t leave i dun admit dat i enjoy making fun of uu & dat i did nt spare a thought for yr feelings bud dats wad i thought bonded us even closer ... bud i was wrong de more i said de more deeper uu're hurt dun deny dat i have a hard-core character in me dat is being OVERLY straight forward ... if dats a chance i reali wish i can keep those comments t myself or jus blah in front of ivy or xinyi ... bud wad is done is done ; can't be undone wad i said is said ; so i hope uu would forgive me & nt take it t heart wad i say next time if i do it again ; sure tio meh by xinyi or ivy de hereby ; i reali wanted t say im sorry fer wad i hv done & hope dat xipa, a ONE-year ++ [still counitng] frenship would end wif a full-stop & a rather bad full-stop ; i dun wish t cus of me xipa would hv t go on sepearate ways .... i reali treasure de frenship we once have .... hanging out tgt though is onli ONE time bud it was memorable i would try my best t change or lessen a bit of my hard-core habit hope dat tis will do of some help or else it will be too late .... Hard-core convict ; Angie |